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The Back Slider’s Anthem

Lord Jesus, give me a deeper repentance, a horror of sin, a dread of its approach. Help me chastely to flee it and jealously to resolve that my heart shall be Thine alone.

Give me a deeper trust, that I may lose myself to find myself in Thee, the ground of my rest, the spring of my being. Give me a deeper knowledge of Thyself as saviour, master, lord, and king. Give me deeper power in private prayer, more sweetness in Thy Word, more steadfast grip on its truth. Give me deeper holiness in speech, thought, action, and let me not seek moral virtue apart from Thee.

Plough deep in me, great Lord, heavenly husbandman, that my being may be a tilled field, the roots of grace spreading far and wide, until Thou alone art seen in me, Thy beauty golden like summer harvest, Thy fruitfulness as autumn plenty.

I have no master but Thee, no law but Thy will, no delight but Thyself, no wealth but that Thou givest, no good but that Thou blessest, no peace but that Thou bestowest. I am nothing but that Thou makest me. I have nothing but that I receive from Thee. I can be nothing but that grace adorns me. Quarry me deep, dear Lord, and then fill me to overflowing with living water.    –The Deeps, A Puritan Prayer

The beauty of this Puritan prayer goes deeper than just an anthem. If only every backslider said a heart felt prayer like this to God before they back slid. But it begs me to think- an apostate backslider never had love for the beauty and Holiness of Christ in the first place.


4 responses to “The Back Slider’s Anthem

  1. Paul Golder October 4, 2010 at 11:50

    Would not this have been a good prayer for the church in Ephesus:

    “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands: I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.
    Revelation 2:1-7

    • Michael Acidri October 6, 2010 at 00:06

      Thanks Paul…the one difference between an apostate and a christian who has stumbled in their walk seems to be that one comes back to repentance and persists or perseveres eventually in their faith, while the other waxes cold and dies in their sin. The Bible does say its God who by grace grants that persevering faith and assurance of salvation. Thanks for the reminder: he who has an ear, let him hear.

  2. kathy October 4, 2010 at 21:58

    Simply beautiful. I’ll be copying this prayer into our church bulletin. Thank you, Michael.

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